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Please
- I want to be able to post cute photos on Instagram or Tumblr without deleting it later because I looked like a fat fuck.
- I want to go to stores and by size 0 clothes and go take pictures in the dressing room mirror when I try them on.
- I want to be able to be proud of my stretch marks, because when I’m skinny my stretch marks will be proof that I beat obesity.
- I want to wear tights\leggings and have a lovely thigh gap to show off.
- I want to wear pretty velvet chokers without actually being choked.
- I want to be able to wear makeup without looking like I’m trying too hard.
- I want to be able to just throw on sweat pants and a sweater with a messy bun and still look cute.
- I want all the guys\girls who called me fat to fall for me so that I can break their hearts like they broke my will to live.
- I want strangers to look at me concerned when I pass them in a store or on the streets.
- I want to be able to buy bracelets that would actually fir my wrists.
- I want all my current clothes to be baggy on me. And I could even make dresses out of old shirts.
- I want my friends to be able to pick me up and tell me how light I am.
- I want to be able to get on the scale without being scared, because I’ll be at my goal weight.
- I want to look attractive in lingerie and cute underwear without looking like a whale with cloths on.
- I want to be able to one day wear my mom’s wedding ring.
- I want to be able to post cute photos on Instagram or Tumblr without deleting it later because I looked like a fat fuck.
- I want to go to stores and by size 0 clothes and go take pictures in the dressing room mirror when I try them on.
- I want to be able to be proud of my stretch marks, because when I’m skinny my stretch marks will be proof that I beat obesity.
- I want to wear tights\leggings and have a lovely thigh gap to show off.
- I want to wear pretty velvet chokers without actually being choked.
- I want to be able to wear makeup without looking like I’m trying too hard.
- I want to be able to just throw on sweat pants and a sweater with a messy bun and still look cute.
- I want all the guys\girls who called me fat to fall for me so that I can break their hearts like they broke my will to live.
- I want strangers to look at me concerned when I pass them in a store or on the streets.
- I want to be able to buy bracelets that would actually fir my wrists.
- I want all my current clothes to be baggy on me. And I could even make dresses out of old shirts.
- I want my friends to be able to pick me up and tell me how light I am.
- I want to be able to get on the scale without being scared, because I’ll be at my goal weight.
- I want to look attractive in lingerie and cute underwear without looking like a whale with cloths on.
- I want to be able to one day wear my mom’s wedding ring.
If you think that I’m promoting ed/depression, I’m not. This blog is me trying to express my feelings and trying to help others from being like this. I know it may sound strange since I do reblog thinspo etc, but it makes me feel like I’m not alone and that there’s actually someone who understands.
I really don’t promote these kinds of illnesses in any way.
If you ever need someone to talk to or just need to let your heart out, know that I’m here to talk.
You’re not alone. Stay strong beautiful. x